You know how Paul said, “So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.” (Acts24:16)?  Well I’ve been thinking through that.  It takes awhile for me to work through a general sense of guilt and condemnation (not from Him) to get to specific areas I’ve fallen short on and need to confess (from Him).  So I don’t want to grovel on this blog (and really who wants to read that?), but I do want to make one more public confession.

Several weeks ago I wrote a very reactive blog post and then deleted it.  (If you don’t know what I’m talking about, just be grateful and move on with your life!)  I wasn’t being honest with myself about some of my feelings and, therefore, it was a lie.  Ew.  Yuck.  Hard thing to face in yourself. 

I’m writing to say I understand it was wrong and I am sorry.  I’ve been disciplined by my faithful Father and I am forgiven.  But I needed to confess to those of you who care about me.  Taking responsibility for my own sin – but no one else’s – admitting I’m wrong and letting Him pick me up and us moving on together is my goal.  But once again, if I have hurt you somehow, I want you to please let me know. 

Okaaayyy…and Done!  I get to move on in freedom on this little blog-o-mine 🙂